I mean before I even realized he had feelings for me he was always taking me out and feeding me, going to the movies together, always trying to make me smile or feel better, praising my beauty and personality i mean shit dudecant we just make it official so i can kiss ya face already damn.

Trying hard to be patient because I like this motherfucker.

But he wont bite the bullet and ask me out cause he scared of his momma and he already said he lives in a matriarchal house (yes he has a dad, his mom is just tough like that) and even though i know he’s also has trepidation of being in a relationship (he’s 22, and this would  be his second relationship ever) I know his feelings for me go deep. I mean we’ve been friends for more than 4 years now but we recently started holding hands (he started it). So lets just make it official eh?

Psychedelic drugs are simply instruments, like microscopes, telescopes, and telephones. The biologist does not sit with eye permanently glued to the microscope, he goes away and works on what he has seen…

Alan Watts (via cosmofilius)